Wednesday, October 25, 2006
I had another dream about you cheating ob me last night...I think maybe that;s why I feel like such a zombie - feeling crazy all night - actually it wasn't all night 0 it was the last part of this morningSexy Gal: you were sleeping with Lisa ...Dunbar's ex...Sexy Gal: I was at college...but I was planning to transfer to a military academy and I was nervous about it...not sure if I could handle it - and I was really worried because I can't do chin ups...and then I called you at home and for some reason you like left the speaker phone onSexy Gal: and I could hear everything you guys were talking about - at first it was like you had a bunch of friends over...then I could hear from the conversation that you and lisa had a relationship so I went nutz with anger - I had to get to Tewksbury...and my brother happened to be around and he had his car...Sexy Gal: but he didnt feel like drivig me to Tewks.Sexy Gal: but he said I could take his car...Sexy Gal: and I was stressed about wasting time getting to the car and getting home - just wanted to get therSexy Gal: and then I lost the keys and couldnSexy Gal: couldn't find my room key and college idSexy Gal: and so I was so determined to get home that I decided to run home...Daniel Kelliher: that is wierd...Lisa Cafagno????Sexy Gal: but I had to run through SOmerville but I took a wrong turn someplaceSexy Gal: Y - CafagnoSexy Gal: and ended up in Jamaica Plane...but I met up with Greg - a guy from high schoolSexy Gal: and he was going to show me the waySexy Gal: we took a pit stop in the mansionSexy Gal: and went way way up stairs...the mansion was sort of worn but you could tell in its day it was quite regal and austere...the people inside were the same - srt of dusty looking and cothes faded a bit...Daniel Kelliher: so you cheated on meDaniel Kelliher: with GregSexy Gal: he put me in this chair that had some sort of electric buzzie sensation and it spun me around really really fastSexy Gal: no neverSexy Gal: and when it was done spinning I was lacquared and sparkling wth gold dustSexy Gal: then I was like I need to get home so I left greg and met up with some random lady in some plaze in JP and she said she could give me directionsSexy Gal: and she was leading me through tthe mall to exit through another entrance and I suddenly rememebered I frgot my pocketbookSexy Gal: so I ran back but there were tons of pocketbooks and these 3 black girls rummaging through them so I knew my bag was goneSexy Gal: now I had lost that lady as well so I was again lost and desperate to get homeSexy Gal: so I exited the mall and decided I might be able to figure it out but it was starting to get late now and by the time I got to Tewksbury Lisa would probably have gone home and there would be nothing to catch you in the act of so but I could still at least confront you in personSexy Gal: oso then I ended up in another mansion...this time it was a really fancy austere like castle - again I was on the top floor working my way down but I slid all the way down the railing - like 10 floors...past I think2 grand pianos with fancy ladies sitting there playing and singing...they were like wearig beautiful ball gowns and hair wigs ad jewls...like in Mozart daysSexy Gal: and I was dressed like that period too but more ordinary but not raggedy...but I had no shoes...Sexy Gal: and I walked past several servants who didnt seem to notice that I didn't quite fit in...and I tried to exit through a door and they thought I too was a queen of some sort...Sexy Gal: but the door I tried was locked and I had no shoes and there was snow all ove rhte ground...Sexy Gal: but the didn't seem to notice my shoes...Sexy Gal: or lack thereofDaniel Kelliher: this was all early this morn?Sexy Gal: and they managed to unlock the door for me and I ran out and decided I should give up going to Tewksbury and just head back tot eh dormSexy Gal: Y - last dream before I got upSexy Gal: but the streets were slushy and wet and cold and snowy and muddySexy Gal: and I had white socks onSexy Gal: and the way back was all uphill so I couldn't run I had to trudge and I was soooo exhausted and I was worried if I went to military academy your affair with Lisa would flourish into a real relationship and I was thinking I couldn't handle military academy anyways...bt I thought it was too late to back out...Sexy Gal: and I think that is when I woke up...trying to climb up the big crumble, dirt and slush and mud and snowy hilly roadSexy Gal: crazy...huh? and I actually left out a lot of detail because too long to tellSexy Gal: I feel a little more awake now that I retold my dreamDaniel Kelliher: yeah...that is crazy
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Well, that is quite interesting. The fact that you're lost throughout your entire could signify that you are worried or not feeling very secure about a particular path you are taking in life. Or more likely, it could mean that you feel as if the future of something you are involved in is unstable.
Your hubby having an affair may mean that you feel you are not measuring up to what others expect of you.
Did you just start a job or a project that you feel may be very unstable in the future or that you feel you aren't performing up to peoples' expectations?
You may look at something in your life that you are involved in and analyze the stability of it, perhaps halt what you're doing in that project and take it from another angle.
Always!
Jas...
Wow...amazing. I recently started a little job hostessing in a fine dining restaurant and I always feel like the ower thinks I'm a ditz and like I might screw something up or say something wrong...and I always feel guilty leaving Dan with the kids after a long hard day at work. You always amaze me!
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