The Five Minute Excercise

Lilly had this on her blog. The 5 minute excercise - just type everything that comes to mind for 5 minutes. Interesting. I'll give it a whirl and will probably be terribly embarrassed at how empty my head is...

Ok. Here goes. I had to use my microwave to set 5 minutes because I don't have one of those baking timers...I used to use one of those when I was a kid - my mother would set the timer and we would practice piano until it went off...and every few seconds we would turn the dial forward - thinking she wouldn't catch on...and my debbie and i would practice piano at the same time so we would't have to wait for the other to finish practicing before we could play again together...what a racket...now I don't know what to type. God - I have nothing going on in my brain...I hope the kids don't come in from outside before my 5 minutes is up. It's cold out there thous......................this is weird. I usually have so much to say - it seems like my head is always a racket of thinking stupid shit and now I can't even think of anything to type................................the pressure - it's too much for me.........wonder if anyone read my blog today - oh yeah - I got some comments - really lilke this girl lilly. She seems so sweet an dyouhng and fragile - reminds me of myself only about - at least 10years younger and way prettier......I guess I'm wondering if Lori read my blog today. Wondering what she thinks of what I wrote. It's funny but I hold her opinion of me in such high regard. It's really important to me that she like me - I'm such a dork. I don't even really know her but I really want her to like me - I guess I just think she is so cool and so intelligent and witty and funny....I wonder what she thinks about my writing...it's almost like I want her approval - kinda like when a teacher approves of your work....I guess I jus really admire her and want to be in her group because maybe that would mean I'm interesting and witty and cool too....and nmot so mommy....why do I care what people think about me so much - yesterday there were some ladies at the gymnastics studio - usually they talk about boring stuff - childbirth babies blahh puke - bu tsome ladies were talking about interesting stuff - like thier own lives - skiing, socialisin...oooh - the busser just went off....

But I will finish my thought - wanted so much to be included in their conversation - I felt like I was in high school all over again - what the heck - why am I suddenly writing in italics??!!! Ok - fixed it. No...guess not...now it's fixed. Just wanted to say that the letter "z" is missing from my computer so if you notice a lot of "s" it's because I don't have anything to poke in the "z" - I'm really getting sick of doing that - I think from now on I will just replace wityh s's...
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Ok - lets see what I wrote .....

Blah - Puke...but at least I didn't talk about labor and baby poop.